Going back: Valencia ten years later

Graffiti in Valencia by Claire Rosslyn WilsonI travelled by land this time, relying on memory stagnating for ten years to get me from the station to where I was going – no route in particular. New buildings hid that plan from action, so I just wandered instead. Streets brought memories, yet didn’t.

surprised down memory lane

the wind kicks,

witness my steps hesitate

Stone paths washed with footsteps to enable a smooth shuffle, I was another tourist who looked down dark streets that evaded the sun. I noticed it was humid, I’d only remembered the cold.

interior design exposed and humid,

this lane’s light

flakes in a colour unknown to me

Searching for the unfamiliar, I found it. Last time I walked into routines, I learnt the city in islands, walking certain routes but uncurious as to what was in between. I walked those spaces and accidentally found things:

the singing chair,

vacated streets

breeze sea air

Exiled memories informed my steps but I broke the architecture of a shadowed past.

the backbone holds

lines against skies,

glass keeps weather from hitting the ground

I wandered alone to find the heart of the old city, fresh to me. It sat on top of the other one I held in my head.

Street light

a change in tone I almost feel

soon rubbed off on me its local hue

now I pass, fast

wonder lost.

It’s just a street light.

I’d built my familiarity of this place with all the questions I didn’t know to ask.

Did this place seem new-familiar because I had so many blind spots before? I pull together events with a thin thread through time and place. But what’s mostly left is the things I think I learnt, misremembered like a dream that leaves its taste.

This city and I had moved on from the interdependence we used to have.

 

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